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Sweet!

Hey! Nice to meet you! *is tempted to roll you around some* Another ninja huh? I guess Orpheus will have some competition...

Oh, I think I could change that. An artist like you wouldn't have a problem with watches! let me work my FA magic and I'll see what I can do.

Hey Shelly! I don't think I've met you, I'm Specks. Pleased to see you on here!

Eh, there's a friend of mine who plays the piano, and he's taken some of my lyrics and put music to it. Other than that, no.

Very very good. I'm amazed that I didn't know about your work before! I'll have to commission you sometime.

I don't want to open my eyes again. Because they will see the tears I've been cryin'. And they'll ask me what on earth is going on. But I can't let them know, I'd rather just be gone. (chorus) The belt and the computer chord Have no effect on me Though I tried their exit doors They won't let me free I've never stepped out so far If I don't succeed, with I fall? Sometimes I wish I wasn't here at all But that ideas about 20 years too late. (end Chorus) I'm so outgoing normally Yet I stumble at the thought Of saying the deepest thing on my mind When in other things, I can't keep quiet I've cried until my eyes are sore I'm punched the wall 'til blood dripped on the floor And I'm told I'm a real 'piece of work' To want things this way, to say I feel for her (Chorus) (End Chorus) It's stupid to talk at all It's selfish to want it this way But it's better than saying God's a liar, I suppose But how can I judge the calling on my heart If I do what I think I'm being told, I swear I could fall apart (Chorus) (End Chorus)

Sure thing.

Yeah. Your welcome.

Wow...very deep stuff. I remember when giving it all up to God, for better or worse, was the only option I had left. It was scary! Those words you wrote described me perfectly. :3 GREAT work!

NOOOO!!!! I miss you!!! We need to get in touch some time.

I know what I am inside I can leave this beast behind I can’t lie that it follows me But I can’t lie that I’m not free Because to hold to this beast Means that I only appease The very thing that Christ died for me for (Chorus) Sure I act like a monster And live like an imposter But that doesn’t mean that I need to live to it any longer It’s to you I cling You and not this thing Though the beast attacks you make me stronger (End Chorus) This creature followed me home Now it won’t leave me alone But that doesn’t mean that I own it It’s constantly there Ready to spring when I’m unaware But to succumb to it is spitting in the face of Jesus (Chorus) (End Chorus)

RUN: When are you done just running from the pain So far away that nothing will remain? Turns out that pains like that Dwell so deep inside You can’t escape them anywhere Cause it’s in you that they hide I for one am done with life If all it will bring Is only death to believe Will stop the painful sting I’m desperate for something far greater A higher power that’ll never waver But something tells me I can’t find that inside the coffin of lies I call a heart All I know for a fact is any moment now I’ll tear myself apart (Chorus) I take wing with the very thing I’m running from It’s so skilled at stealth I can’t tell That’s been here all along I need a reality that’s not travesty Something I can feel I need someone to call upon When nothing seems real (End Chorus) As I burst through the tree-line A thought comes to mind That I am as far along as I supposed I’m actually far behind Deep inside my mind I know that this is true That my ‘guilty sins’ are my closest friends and there’s nothing I can do That is why I’m so desperate For something more concrete and set But without out that I know that I am through When I am at a point where screaming for help is the only option I know I’ll try anything, but I know I can’t make another bad decision (Chorus) (End Chorus) So far down the line What I used to think was perverse Is the only thing that I seem to find That ever seems to work What I once disgusted I revel in Never thought I’d be confused in sin But I’m guessing that’s just showing me How much I need you in I never feel like I understand everything completely But I know I will never find complete certainty But faith seems close enough And I’m so deep in the mud That I can’t do anything but reach for it because (Chorus) (End Chorus)

LIES: It’s tangible, but abusive Present but illusive Like a spirit who lies that it’s a friend Its intentions are evident soon enough But I can’t fight it, not now, it’s too tough I’m so far deep I can’t see which way is up (Chorus) I’m backwards and upside down With my feet flailing off the ground My world is spinning round and round And you’re all I see in the whirlwind I know it’s a falsity An evanescence of something I want in me And instead of the source truth I go for subtleties (End Chorus) When I wake, I see your face It’s picturesque, but out of place With the rest of my room and furniture When I take a hard look At this lie I’ve now forsook It looks like a face taped over something far greater It’s a masquerade indeed And I’m not seeing what’s inside The mask is too blinding To the dead life underneath (Chorus) Give me your eyes Help me see through the lies Past the infestation that keeps me from seeing the pain I know now, that this is your race Against the same thing I used to face I want nothing more than to help those who feel the same (End Chorus) But when I don’t even know What lies I may follow How can I know what to repent? And when I feel how answer I see the lights and not the dancer The flashy things but not the main attraction I know it’s you I seek But sometimes I can’t see straight And neither can they Can I help them anyway? (First Chorus) (End of First Chorus)

I feel angry, I want to be alone But at the same time I want to be with a friend I don’t want to talk to anyone, but, then again…. I want to laugh, I know it’ll cure me But I want to cry and release the misery I want to be clouded in mystery But at the same time be understood This is a problem that needs fixing as only you could (Chorus) Hold me in your arms Let me release all that’s inside Everything mixed up all makes sense It all seems clear through your eyes I’m just having a rough day And I didn’t ever get to pray But here in your arms, You say “I just want to hold you.” (End Chorus) Can it really be that simple Is there really no process? To confirm whether my request Is good enough, has relevance For you to be my closest friend And the implications from that title Makes me feel that it’s much easier To come to you in a trial Amid my chaotic mindless patterns You piece together my many tatters (Chorus) (End Chorus)

CANDY: I’m spinning around Like a kid in a candy store Enthralled by all I see It all seems so colorful and alluring But I don’t realize it’s not for me I wasn’t meant to reach down And grab all I can And race back without a consequence As I pay at the checkout stand Turns out I couldn’t finish it all I bit off more than I could chew And when I’m done, I drop the rest on the sidewalk Turn around and start to blame you (Chorus) Is it my fault that I didn’t think About what would happen to me? Aren’t you supposed to know everything So why am I stuck with this feeling? You simply take my hand And tell me that when I’m older, I may understand And while I think that’s a parent cop-out I slunk in obedience to the reprimand (End Chorus) Finding out that it was my fault Hurts more than what I did But I’m so inclined to shrug it off Or throw a fit like a little kid If I had all the answers I figured life wouldn’t be a hastle But that’s a backwards way to live Because if I had no reason to believe Or live by faith regardless Then what keeps me from thinking I only need me? (Chorus) (End Chorus) Oh, when it says "(chorus)(end chorus)" that means that's where you read the chorus. :3

This is amazing stuff!

Hey, if you need anything, I mean, ANYTHING at all, please don't hesitate to write via PM. I'll do all I can to help! :3

Dude, that makes me really like Cortana (I didn't like her before).

Great! Thanks man!

Ah, hmmm, let's see.... http://www.portwallpaper.com/imgwal/black-wolf.jpg

Dude, no way! Oh, btw, my name is Specks. Sorry. That'd be awesome man! My current avatar, if you look at it in it's normal size, is my own sort of 'signature', but I'd love to have something cooler done! Thanks!

Hi! *waves paw* Dude, your 'can't let you brew that StarBucks' signature is EPIC! I love StarFox, I have to say, Krystal being my fav. Anyway, if you need anything, send me a PM! Glad your here.

I LOVE TECHNO! *dances*

Dude, you got some EPIC ideas man. I think I've met my match on creativity! Glad to have you with us. If you need to ever talk, just send me a PM. Hey, you do signatures? I'd like to commission you for one if I could send you money through the mail (my only form of money sending).