Rythe† 0 Report post Posted August 28, 2013 (edited) Couple days ago, I was standing behind an older Asian lady in Target's checkout line and simply watched as she bought clothes on the cheap with wads of ones. I knew I should have bought the shirt she couldn't for her, I knew that feeling was you, but I hemmed, hawed, and hesitated in my mind. I let myself waffle against the vague sense I had of my finances after losing internet made it harder for me to keep up on them, against my nervousness over having to pay for a replacement vehicle, and against my shyness. I mean, if it had really mattered, I could have forgone the anxiety binge purchase I was making then. I let the moment pass over less than silly excuses, sad nothings really, and now I don't know what plans of yours I screwed up because I botched that crossroad in time. I should have trusted you, I should have had faith. Thinking about it, I could even have been clever by returning her thanks with 'God blesses you' and left it at that. But no, I froze on the inside instead. This I confess. Edited August 28, 2013 by Rythe 1 Thomas, Maltuin reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Lu-Man† 0 Report post Posted August 28, 2013 We all have our moments.... Mine came two weeks ago, as I was late for church. I snuck in the back and spotted an empty seat. Thinking nothing of it, I ended up sitting next to an elderly woman who probably had the worst knees and hips and back in the church. I don't know how much unnessary pain I caused her, but I still feel a little guilty because of it: and at a catholic service too. Stand, sit, stand sit, stand, sit, stand shake hands, sit, kneel.. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
