Last night and today were Hell. But I committed myself to doing this, so here's a verse on commitment. I am too unstable, too exhausted, too hurt to do much else than this and have to do this on another forum as well. So remember to do as you committed yourself to do.
"Commit your ways to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act."
Psalm chapter 37, verse 5
His action was allowing me the willingness to still do this even now.