Unhandled TlDrException upon looking up prayer requests

[SuperKuddlor† 0]

...because they're sad! I'm always afraid will they ruin my mood and make me unable to concentrate on studying and therefore get F's and etc. It mostly happens! So now I don't know what's a sin. If I don't pray, but study or if I pray, but don't study. I evidently cannot do both. I might pray an automatic formula prayer, but not really to go look up these prayer requests.

I've had these feelings upon seeing conspiracy theories, SOPAs, PIPAs, ACTAs, CISPAs, PRISMs, Islamic people killing innocent Christians, NSA spying, something bad happening to my furry friends, a discovery of a furry friend losing cyber-virginity, a direct and/or indirect shocking sexual stories (mostly based on mention of tentacles which trigger my OCD and I can't get out!), recession, thought of getting kicked out of the house because of bankruption. My brain is warning me from the massive experience not to look up those things again because they'll basically disable me from functioning in what I REALLY need to be doing in life.

Now I need your prayers so that they can make me able to pray to you and to also live in real life with full lungs.

 

P.S. Unhandled TlDrException is not a real error, but just a pun of saying tl;dr

Edited February 18, 2015 by Zvoc47

[poleposition16† 0]

Do not be afraid, I am with you

Do not be dismayed, I am the Lord Your God

I will strengthen you and protect you

I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. 

Isaiah 41:10

Please don't expect to fail, God is the reason we hope. Hope means we can see a better day than today. Life will always have doubts and struggles, lately I have been so blessed that I have no question God is in charge and guiding my life, and because of this I also see how he was leading me even when I felt weak and beaten. One thing that really helped me is to pray like talking to a friend. I will ask for God to help people, I also say, "if it is your will" and the give an idea from my ow mind of what he could do. Don't be afraid to give your ideas. And as for for conspiracy theories, I don't worry about them. Acts 5:38 says "Therefore, in the present case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them go! For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail.39But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting against God.†my heart breaks to hear what you are going through, I can only pray he will prepare your heart.