Travesty of the human nature

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To be gagged with rusty chains

Blood running from my brain

Going unconscious once again

But this is what I want

 

I’m am like a bondage slave

Being tortured in the worst way

And it feels odd for me to say, this

But “I want this”

 

And as I’m being dragged away

My throat is dry, cold and clammy

But I can hear myself say in a voice raspy

“I want this,”

 

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I am in pain

Worse than what I’ve ever known

But the problem

Is I’ve made this all myself

I taste the blood that I

Can’t keep from running from my eyes

But rather than cry

I smile and say “I want this.”

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My gag reflex is set

But the urge just can’t be met

Why would I be disgusted?

After all, I want this

 

I wince as my hair is torn

From my head, thrown on the floor

I’m beaten and asking for more

Because I want this

 

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Spit in the face blurs my vision

But I know by now I’m sinkin’

The water from my eyes mixes with blood crimson

And I smile because I want this

 

Soon my lungs will fill with water

I will soon be in need no longer

Oh why can’t I just have freedom sooner

I want this

 

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