howling_wolf

Sociables; fantastic game if you've never heard of it.

This is both an introduction and a bit of a plee for understanding or advice, I suppose. I've always harbored an interest for furry art; I resent that it is often seen in a negative light. I think it a legitimate form of art, and indeed, requires a lot of talent to be drawn well. I myself am not artist but am rather more a fan of furry art. I'm also, of course, Christian and have been for much of my life. God is the most important part of my life, and I want to live my life for Him. However, I've also always found myself drawn to homosexual thoughts. I am female, and cannot deny that I find other females attractive (physically and emotionally). I've struggled with this for so long; I know the Bible says homosexuality is an abomination, and yet I cannot escape that it is a part of me. I often feel that I lead a life of sin, that I'm surely seeing my own path to hell, and yet I truly am only happy with another woman; it feels natural, safe, right. I hope I'm not alienating anyone, it is not my intention. I am pray you can perhaps attempt to understand me, or at least offer me some advice. To be entirely honest, I do not see how I am hurting anyone... I'm not a bad person, I just feel like this is who I am. Yet, there is still a part of me that wants to escape this, if only a small part. Yet the rest of me yearns for it and wants only to be able to accept myself, and to be accepted for who I am.